After being home just over 48 hours, tomorrow will find me once again on a train (two trains actually), headed for Dover.
Last week in London. This week in Dover. Weekend in Brighton. My life is an overwhelming whirlwind of movement and activity, and I find it difficult to get my bearings.
One day runs into the next and although my surroundings change drastically, nothing else does. Arielle still has cancer. Our lives are still upside down.
I wake up exhausted and walk through the day in a zombie-like state. My feet melt into the hot gummy surface that seems to slow my every movement. My vision is blurred by a haze that never burns off, …one day just runs into the next.
Tomorrow I’ll open my eyes and search the room for something, anything familiar… because that’s how I’ll know where I am.
The White Cliffs of Dover
There’ll be bluebirds over
The white cliffs of Dover
Tomorrow
Just you wait and see
There’ll be love and laughter
And peace ever after
Tomorrow
When the world is free
The shepherd will tend his sheep
The valley will bloom again
And Jimmy will go to sleep
In his own little room again
There’ll be bluebirds over
The white cliffs of Dover
Tomorrow
Just you wait and see
Just you wait and see
When the world is free
Just you wait and see
When the world is free
When the world is free
Come on and wait and see
When the world is free
You gotta wait and see
rantings of a madwoman 
Perhaps tomorrow the familiar thing you will see will be your daughter, smiling because the new numbers on her tests are great! The treatment is working and the cancer is shrinking – perhaps…
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From your mouth to God’s ears!
She does not do a lot of smiling these days, which is perhaps what is getting me down… it’s hard now to find even little pleasure. Love you, Meliss xxxx
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Perhaps today you can start taking requests for Tigger’s next great action sequence? My vote is for Titanic. In the meantime I will ponder on the fact that the song you quoted was a precursor to an astounding allied victory, so it’s a good omen for the current battle you find yourself in xxx
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Hmmm? I was sure I responded but I don’t see it! : (
did not know that about the song, so YES, I will take as a good omen! And will think about future Tigger Productions… Titanic could be a possibility as Arielle just received a Florida State Teddy Bear who could co-star! xxxx
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🙂 excellent! I look forward to a romantic reworking of the king of the world scene between a bear and tiger! xx
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Hmmm, I may have to watch the film again….
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